Recovery is bringing happiness back to your life! Not a happiness like jumping around singing and smiling all day long and not having problems anymore, more like a small one.
The happiness that gives you enough energy to stay longer at school because of a great conversation with your friends.
The one you feel when you slowly get back to old habits like drawing, reading, shopping, dancing to a beatfull song etc.
That type of happiness that makes you go to school by bike.
That happiness when you ate instead of one cookie, two and you loved it.
When you start having positive thoughts, but not in an “i love the whole universe”-way but in a “ this trousers kinda look good”-way .
The happiness after failing or relapsing but you realized that you DON’T WANT TO GIVE UP!
So don’t give up. Give your life the chance to build with all of this little happiness a life full of joy!
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